Prayer IV

I have so much I want to write today. Ill probably have more than one post today, so keep your eyes open for any new posts. I need to write a post on kindness and goodness for my fruits of the spirit post but I just cant right now. I just feel like I need to pray. So here is a short prayer for my morning.

My father, I am so worn. I'm worn before the day has even started. I go to bed worn and I wake up worn. All day long my heart and my mind wonder. I seek to change the past, I seek to change my future. Knowing that no matter what say or do in my head I can do nothing to control of change my life. I am so worn. I am so week. Only you give me peace.

I cry out to you to give me strength. I cry out to you to give me peace. I need you, I long for you. I have found fleeting joy in this world but only you can truly satisfy me. I'm trying so hard to please you. I'm trying so hard to be a man after your own heart.

Lord I am stuck. I want to fallow you. The changes that you have put in my life are so evident so true. But to others it looks like a show. Oh Lord, give me peace. How awesome have your works been in my this past month. How awesome is your love. I pray for patients Lord. Give me strength to keep working hard in your name. Let the doubter of your work in me see that the fruit in my life is not fleeting but true, and pure. Let your work in me shine like a light to all Lord.

I ask for your strength and love. Show me your ways. Open up the hearts and eyes of those who doubt me. Let them see you in me. Give me strength to face the day. Amen!