Oh Lord, my King! Why do I fight you? Why do I go against you? Why does my heart long for earthly desires more than you? Why do I fail so miserably at being like you? Why am I so idolatrous, prideful, jealous, selfish, unloving, and week man? Why is it that you love me despite all of my faults?
I am like the Israelites wondering aimlessly in the desert. I see you mighty works yet I still disappoint you. I see the blessings you give me and yet I blow them away because of my sin. Why do I have to be so far away from you? I long for you! I seek to see your face. I long to see your mighty plan for my life. I cry all day, for I know as hard as I try I will never be good enough for your grace. I cry all day because you give me grace anyways.
Lord do not hide your face from me. I seek you in my time of need. I seek you to mold me into a man after your heart. I long to serve you my King. Take my heart, take my life and do with it as you please. You are the master of my ship. Give me peace, give me grace, give me love. Humble me my Lord. I will trust in you.
My heart is in need of your prayers today. You are in my prayers my friends. You, although you don't deserve it are SO Loved!
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